anecdote of thoughts

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Once upon a time there was a lonely and incomplete girl. She was named by Aira Coleen. Sixteen years of existence in this wonderful world that God created.
She's finding the right place for her. But not just a place, it's also someone who will stay by her side and never leave her. Someone who will understand her and someone who will love her forever and a day. And not just someone, it's some thing that will fits for who she is.
She's here to inspire others, speak out what she feels and share what she knows and experience.
And this is the only place that she can show the real she, who can accept, and understand her. No judgement, no bullies, and no pretending.

Start Blogging Since: April 19, 2010 but someone deactivated my account so I start blogging again: May 20, 2013.








Hi! Can you TA me your number?



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Sabi nila masarap daw mag kwento sa taong di mo kilala at di ka kilala. Sana one time magawa ko to. Ang dami ko kasing gustong ikwento eh, kaso walang mapagkwentuhan.



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Maybe someday.



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I miss him.



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Ang daming tumatakbo sa isip ko, ang dami kong gustong gawin pero di ko alam kung ano ang uunahin. Nakakatuwang isipin na daming laman ng utak ko, sa dami nga di ko na alam kung paano ko pagkakasyahin eh. Ang dami ko ring na iisip isulat o sabihin, sa dami nagkakahalo-halo na, yung iba di ko na rin maalala, at sa dami di ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan.



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Isusugal ko pa ba? Pero kasi eto nalang ang meron tayo, ang pagkakaibigan. Kelangan ko bang isugal yan para sa nararamdaman ko? Para maging tayo? Ang hirap magdesisyon, lalo na kung ako lang ang may nararamdamang ganito. Nakakainis, OO na iinis ako, naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Bakit kasi ikaw pa na hanggang kaibigan lang ang tingin sakin, hanggang kaibigan lang ang turing sakin. Ang dami namang iba jan, pero hindi naman kasi natuturuan ang puso na tumibok diba? Hindi naman ako nagsisisi at hindi rin ako nagagalit. Pero alam mo sobrang saya ko kasi dumating ka sa buhay ko, naging parte ka ng buhay ko, na ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit kumpleto ang araw ko, araw-araw. Pero kasi ang hirap na sa tuwing kasama kita tinatago ko yung nararamdaman ko, na laging tikom ang bibig ko kahit gusto ko ng isagaw sa harapan mo na “HOY MAHAL KITA!”. Siguro nga hanggang mag-kaibigan nalang talaga tayo, na hanggang dito nalang talaga. Kaso sabi nila wala naman masama kung masasabi ko sayo kung ano yung nararamdaman ko, kesa naman na magsisisi ako sa huli kasi di ko sinabi sayo. Siguro sa tamang panahon, pag may lakas na ko ng loob, at sana lang pagdating nun hindi pa huli ang lahat para sabihin ko sayong “MAHAL KITA”.



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I just wish. I wish you were here, tangled in my arms and lost in my dreams. I wish you were still here bidding me goodnight with a light whisper and sleeping by my side, and waking me up in the morning with a small kisses. I wish we were still together and I wish I weren’t trapped in too many memories of us.



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Singing has always meant the world to me, it is what my life revolves around, and I can feel that it let me be the best that I can be. Music is a great thing that I have found. It feels like my voices in every feeling that I can feel, and it is my cheerer when I need one. And through singing the music, I am winging. Singing is like an escape for my mind and there is nothing better in life to find.



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Ang dami ng bagong mga URL, hindi ko na alam yung mga URL ng mga nakakausap ko dito. Halos hindi ko na alam kung ano ba yung bago nilang URL. Nakakalungkot na nakakatawa ang tagal ko kasing nawala eh. Okay ang drama. HAHA. pero seryoso hindi ko na alam ang URL nila.



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I sit and type. Thinking silently in every thought I can make, of what can I do next in life, and what my life has brought of kindness and sorrow, and happiness and sadness. Strangers for all the things and how some bad things turn into good things. Happiness isn’t always happy, but not everything is how it should be. Things aren’t always how they seem, but no matter what I’ll try to stay happy.



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Having a lot of paper works, it sucks! Gosh, I think I will sleep at pass 1am or 2am again. Being a college student is a serious thing.



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Hi! 11:11, Thank You! :D



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Hi there! Its been along time I think since I last posted in my beloved blog. I miss you guys.

Here is my post, having a picture with the Lucky 13. But sadly I don’t have a picture with James Reid so I guess its only Lucky 12 HAHAHA just kidding (okay its not funny). Sorry for my ugly face huh. Just look to the hot guys beside me HAHAHAHA :D

By the way, how are you guys? Did you miss me? Lels.



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“The Ego Inside Me”

How long has it been
A day? A month? A year?
Times is suddenly a void
Almost non existent

I can feel my heartbeat
At least I think it is my heartbeat
Like the never changing beat of a rock and roll
How do I know this?

Was it something I heard or feel?
Or perhaps it was something I’m aware of?
By when? By whom?
When I was what I was; if indeed I was at all.



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