Once Upon A Time

Once Upon A Time ♥
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Once upon a time there was a lonely and incomplete girl. She was named by Aira Coleen. Sixteen years of existence in this wonderful world that God created.
She's finding the right place for her. But not just a place, it's also someone who will stay by her side and never leave her. Someone who will understand her and someone who will love her forever and a day. And not just someone, it's some thing that will fits for who she is.
She's here to inspire others, speak out what she feels and share what she knows and experience.
And this is the only place that she can show the real she, who can accept, and understand her. No judgement, no bullies, and no pretending.

Start Blogging Since: April 19, 2010 but someone deactivated my account so I start blogging again: May 20, 2013.








I wish relationship is like the sweetest message in military code: "WHATEVER HAPPENS, NEVER LEAVE YOUR PARTNER ALONE."



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Say Thank You and I’m Sorry. Be grateful to everything. Whether it’s something nice someone has done for you or a plain act of care or concern, saying “thank you” makes another feel good and satisfied. It’s to show that you’ve appreciated it. If these two words were not uttered at all, a person may feel that what he did was useless and he will not do it again. Saying “I’m sorry” has the same concept with that of “thank you,” it affects those both concerned in the situation. The act of asking for forgiveness is crucial for the relationship of fellowmen. In exhibits, that a person admits his wrongdoing. It sets an example for others to swallow their pride and do the same. 



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Bakasyon na pero walang post. Sorry walang na pasok sa isip ko, mahirap namang pilitin. Lagi naman online ngayon dito, pero wala talaga. SABAW NA SABAW. I HATE THIS FEELING.



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#NationalSiblingsDay 😍😘😍

#NationalSiblingsDay 😍😘😍



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It’s easier for you to walk away, than to reach me out. It’s easier for you to look away, than seeing me depth of my despair. It’s easier for you to look through me, than for you to see “me”. It’s easier for you to make a distance from me, than to care. It’s easier for you to hear, than to listen. Its easier for you to judge, than to understand. It’s easier for you to label, than to get acquainted. It’s easier for you to back in your joy, than for you to feel my pain. And it’s easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.

It’s easier for me to look away, than to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It’s easier for me to cry, than for me to talk. It’s easier for me to walk alone, than to risk the rejection. It’s easier for me to push you away, than for me to be held. It’s easier for me to make distance, than to trust that you won’t hurt me. And it’s easier for me to die, than to face the life’s challenges.

It’s hard for me to smile when I am hurting, to talk when you won’t understand, and to reach out when I need a help from you. If you only really look at me and see who I am, cared enough to reach me out, hold me without asking why, and if you only  acknowledge the validity of my feelings. But it is the easy road that are most often taken. so that it feels like I am nothing to you.



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Collection ko at pagkakabalahan kong basahin ngayong bakasyon kaso within 2 - 3 days kaya kong tapusin. Kaya bibili ulit ng bagong libro hahaha lels.

Collection ko at pagkakabalahan kong basahin ngayong bakasyon kaso within 2 - 3 days kaya kong tapusin. Kaya bibili ulit ng bagong libro hahaha lels.



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Kwento ng pagiging BSA

Before I start my story. I wanna say Hello/Hi to all of you. Its been a long time since I open and make a post here. Na miss ko ang mag blog. Ok magsisimula na ako mag kwento.

Unahin natin bakasyon before entering 1st year college. Masaya kasi college na ako. Bagong environment, bagong tao, bagong school etc. in short bago lahat. Halo halong emosyon ang nararamdaman ko biruin mo yun new chapter of my life. College na ako.

Nag orientation. May QE kami, may Retention Policy na dapat di baba sa ganung grade ang grade mo sa mga major subjects mo.

Natapos ang summer at pasukan na. Pasok ako ng maaga, hanap si room sa school. Nakakahiya man aminin, hindi ko mahanap room ko at nagtanong pa ako :D then dami kong nakilala, syempre friendly person here. Ang saya ng first day ko sobra :D nag election sa JPIA and I win, I become a First year Representative. Dumaan ang mga araw at nag karoon ng major exams. Pasado lahat, kaso si major sa midterm grade ay 5 </3 laslas na. Pero in my final grade I make it 2.25 not bad. Kasi yung prof namin eh…. nevermind nalang Hahaha :D

So far, so good ang first sem. Nag bakasyon pero parang hindi ko feel, stress at puyat na kasi ang naabot ko sa buong first sem. Kulang padin ang bakasyon namin :3

So nag second sem. Normal na routine. Pasok, bahay, aral. Ganun. Laging puyat, laging tutok sa pagaaral. Narealized ko na hindi talaga biro ang pagiging college. Lalo na kung BSA ka. Sobrang hirap. Sobrang stress ang naabot ko/namin. Dito sa second sem. Masasabi ko na sobrang enjoy ako. Sobrang saya, sobrang inspired at iba pa. At doon ko narealized na ito ang pinakamaikling sem. Ayun, nag daan ang araw at finals na. OK ang grade ko sa lahat. Walang 3 o 5 nakuha. 1 ang pinaka mataas at 2.5 ang pinaka mababa, not bad kasi mahirap kunin ang grade na ganun samin.

Sa totoo lang, hindi ako nagaral mabuti sa buong sem. Petiks ako SObra kaya sa lahat ng grade ko hindi ako satisfied, hindi ako kuntento. Alam ko kasi na may ibubuga pa ako. Kaya naisip ko na next year I need to be a real BSA student. I need it.

Akala ko tapos na ang kalbaryo ko akala ko OK na, pero na alala ko nga pala may Qualifying Exam kami na kailangan ipasa. May review naman ehhh, kaso nakakakaba. Nakakatakot kasi kung di ka papasa wala na tanggal ka na sa pagiging BSA </3

So na tapos ang 2nd sem at March 31 - April 4 review namin for QE. Edi review dito review doon. 8am to  5pm aral lang ang break time lang namin ay lunch. QE namin April 7. Nagdaan ang Sabado at Linggo aral padin ako sa bahay. Na realized ko parang kulang ata, parang hindi sapat. Sobrang kabado ako. Sobrang takot na baka di pumasa at hindi ako makapag 2nd year as a BSA Student. Dumating yung araw ng exam namin. Bigay si exam, ako naman scan dito, scan doon. Sabi ko nung nakita ko OK? Mahirap ahhh. Parang na blangko ako sa kaba, sabi ko sana pumasa. Sobrang dasal na ang ginawa ko bago mag QE. Natapos ang exam. Sabi ko sa sarili ko sana pasado, sana talaga. Sobra sobrang kaba at takot na talaga.

Pagkauwi ko ang lungkot lungkot ko, kasi na alala ko na yung ibang shading ko mali mali na, gawa ng duduling na ako kakashade. NaQE parin ang inisip ko. Walang iba kundi siya xD nung nag online ako sa FB nagchat sakin ang classmate ko sabi may result na daw. 9 lang daw ang pasado. Grabe ang naramdaman ko nun. DAIG KO PA ANG NA BROKEN HEARTED. Grabe sobrang sakit </3 dasal kami na sana hindi, na sana pasado kami. At kung hindi ako papasa. BYE BYE school ako or BYE BYE course ako. Kaya sobrang sakit.

Pro Kanina tumawag ang kaibigan ko sabi sakin. Friend I see the result of our QE. Anong SN mo? Nung una ayokong sabihin, baka kasi hindi ako pasado. Sabi niya dali na sabihin mo na then she said FRIEND CONGRATS WE MADE IT, WE PASSED. YOU PASSED. Grabe na iyak ako kasi hindi ko ineexpect na pasado ako. Kasi nga sabi ko parang di talaga sapat. Na napanghihinaan na ako ng loob. Sobra sobrang emosyon na ang nararamdaman ko.

Pero salamat, Salamat kay God :D salamat sa mga motivation na sinsabi ng mga taong nakapaligid sakin. Sobrang saya. Sobrang relief. At dahil dito masasabi ko na. YES! SA WAKAS BAKASYON NA, YES @ND YEAR NA AKO NEXT. AND STILL A BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN ACCOUNTANCY padin ang course ko.

Yun lang :D



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Ticket para sa basketball later :)) excited lang manoud hahaha xD

Ticket para sa basketball later :)) excited lang manoud hahaha xD



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Happy Tumblr Day Guys :D

Sorry inactive talaga sobra. Daming gawain eh. Hell week pa. Ang daming requirements kabila’t kabila. Sana nga matapos at magbakasyon na para. Qualifying Exam nalang ang poproblemahin ko. Pagnagbakasyon active na naman ulit ako :D



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He often smells like fire
And makes butterflies kiss my skin
I’m caught up in desire
If being with him is wrong, then I will gladly commit the sin.

With words that tend to make my heart pound
The messages must remain hidden
With no proof to ever be found
Our kind of love is strictly forbidden.

For her and his blood are the same
And I am the uninvited intruder
When the battle starts, I’m left to blame
Yet, how does each crime make my heart beat faster?

If he is the one, I surely hope he be
As I’ve already fallen like an angel for thee.



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  • What girls say: I'm fine
  • What girls mean: I'm too embarrassed to ask for water from your mom because this is the first time I've been over and she's asked me like 500 times if I wanted any and I've been saying no but I'm dying of thirst

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I love you. These three words can change somebody’s life. At least when they are meant from the heart. I hate it when people say I love you and then they break hearts. You should only say those words if you honestly mean it, otherwise it means nothing. We forget that love is one of the key ingredients, and an important value in life. Sometimes, some people say it right away and I think it loses it’s value, it loses it’s meaning. I love you is an important word that you shouldn’t say early on, one should only say it when they are sure that they love that person, or care for them on a deeper level. When you tell someone you love them, it means you feel a need to be there for that person, to care for that person.

I love you means every time you hear their voice, every kiss, every laugh, every joke, every argument, it’s the best moment of your life. When you really mean it, you’ll never get tired of showing your love. When you say I love you, it means you’d rather hear the other person’s voice than sleep. You care more about them than you care about yourself. Their happiness becomes your priority and you would do anything and everything just to see them smile. I think we tend to forget the real meanings of things, and we go along with the hype. Maybe, we ought to realize that “I love You” is not just a word of commitment, but a word to show others how much we appreciate their existence because it makes us happy to be alive too.



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This is a mental diversion for us bloggers to escape the unpleasant world of realities turning our feelings into fantasies through creative writing. This is a group of bloggers with different personalities and interests but they have been united in their diversity as they share their passion for writing. They carefully decipher their thoughts, feelings and opinions through words and sentences that greatly explain what is inside their hearts and minds. They write everything from their highest level of melancholy. They put everything inti words as they escape the harsh realities of life for this place is their Worderland. And so,they are called The Escapists. A group of bloggers who blogs not to impress someone but to express what we feel through blogging.

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